first post ^_^ anyway. ive always felt as if i am clinging onto thos in my friend group, as i couldn't make friends with new people and instead i have to be introduced by others by them. i really, really want to do more. as i wanted to help them out whenever they were in a hard place, but ive always pussied out because i'm scared of making their issue worse.

but, i try to help out more subtly. letting them take their time and such. i've been in between a rock and a hard place once and i wanted to make that nobodies problem. after all, even if i'm doing something fun, i get taken out of it for a moment, and come back crying with my friends being unaware of it.

i have to play it off as "im alright" as i believe they have it even worst.

if any of them are reading this, this is not meant with ill-intent nor is it directed at anyone. i am doing completely okay and i am safe.

i care about you all.

test for grid layout